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Life.

I'm happy for the most part, i've got a handful of wonderful people in my life. I know what i want, and i know where i want to be going. I've got a lot of growing and learning to do but i'm okay with that. I know that hardly anyone will know about, or even read this journal. Thats okay, this is more for me to just let shit out when i can. This year needs to be different, things need to be better this year. I know what i want out of the year and all i can do is hope that it happens. I know that i've "changed" as people tell me, even the people i've known for only a year in this mother fucking state. And i dont mean to take it in a defensive manner, i just hate being told who or what i am. I know who i am. I know i will continue to change throughout my whole entire life, and i'm okay with that as long as i always am real with myself. I want things to become easier, even though i know that life itself isnt easy and people won't be especially as i get older. I appreciate all of the true friends i have and the one person who influences me most. She knows who she is, and i love her to goddamn death. I hope that my life will continue to develop and i know that i dont have actual control of the paths i choose to walk down, even though i do, i just cant see them before they come. That's how life is right now and overall, i am still sane.

All i know for sure is that I love her. 82506 (and counting)